Again, I've been feeling kinda down for certain reasons. Plus, haven't met up with flo and ken for donkey years I'm really missing out in their lives.

I've also been thinking about this.
I know I may seem like two totally different person inside and outside of school, but I'm sorry I can't help it. I wish too, that I could be as funny and confident of myself as I am outside, I wish that I could look the same without my hair extensions. (I absolutely LOVE my short hair too) But honestly, I couldn't have built that sort of esteem in school. I'm more outgoing outside, y'know.

Truth is, there's so much that I wish to tell my school friends about me but there's probably tons of stuffs that I tend to keep as a secret. But its okay even if there's a whole part of me that they don't know, because that's not what made us friends. We were friends because we got along well. If there was more quality time together, prob after O'levels, I'm sure I'll be able to talk more.
I just didn't wana come across as someone who is distancing myself on purpose, or someone who has outrageously different personalities both inside and outside of school. I'd feel madly insane if anyone were to hate me for that.

I can only say that without them, school is unbearable and I've come to love them a lot. They make my last year in school enjoyable, something that I'd never thought I could experience. I cherish them so much, they probably never knew about it because I'm not the kind that show it obviously.

Thanks guys ♥, if you ever read this. I couldn't have expressed myself any better than in my own blog.